things are going to change; i can feel it

I am simply fantastic.
I sneeze when i am nervous.
I love getting to know new people.
I hate Q-tips in my ears it makes me cough.
I wake up &&drink coffee.
I am a very honest person.
I don't think I'm that "amazing".
I want to create things constantly.
I have no patience.
I am the least conceited person you will EVER meet.
I can lie, but i suck at it.
I believe in a Higher Being.
I can sing.
I used to be in dance &&soccer.
I like relieving anger by screaming/singing.
I am easily scared.
I like the colors blue && tan best.
I don't like the sound of ice moving in the freezer.
I get nervous easily.
I am a very trustworthy person.
I love to listen.
I enjoy writing to express myself.
I dance in my friends car.
I love getting "butterflies", because people rarely can do that to me.
I hate celery.
I love to give advice &&just help people in general.
I love cucumbers.
I have one piercings, I'll get more.
I think that I should be president, haha.
I love sunshine.
I like mozart, bach &&beethoven.
I love people that pay attention to my characteristics.
I don't have the perfect life, like people assume.
I love &&miss a lot of things in the past.
I am a loyal friend, unless you give me a reason not to care.
I never believed in santa clause.
I'm a ketchup&& mustard kid.
I fear tornadoes, drowning, feet &&spiders.
I am a natural blonde.
I like cookie dough ice cream.
I like playing car games on long car rides.
I love Arizona Pomegranate Green Tea.
I want to always better myself.
I hate anything to do with math.
I love computers.
I like rapping for no reason.
I like cold pizza.
I love playing video games.
I wish on stars.
I love graphics, animation &&all that follows.
I love wishing wells.
I love pictures.
I love the rain. Now that you know me, you should follow me, or you could get to know me, Ask me stuff :]. Looking for something?

Here Goes.

I am new at this. I decided to give it a shot. This blog thing. :]

I want to share the story of my baby boy Grant Micheal.

I have decided that I am going to be a nurse, because this one little miracle. His name is Grant. I met him five years ago. I volunteered at a camp for children with developmental disabilities. We were all assigned a child to care after during camp. Because ” I have an enormous heart and I am very understanding” I got the honor of having Grant as my camp buddy. He was four when i met him. This boy was one of the worst cases at the camp. He was deaf, had Autism, Down Syndrome, and severe heart problems. Science and his doctors said he shouldn’t have live past two, but this boy had purpose. He was here to help me decide what i needed to do with my life. I continued to go back to camp every summer and winter. Well until 2007. January 19, 2008 the angels came to relieve him of his suffering, but before he left he wrote me a letter and told me he wanted me to be a nurse so i could help more children like him. Because i made the last few years of his precious life better. He had someone other than family that cared. And that boy was my entire world for the almost three years i knew him. He changed my ways, and helped me to realize i have a purpose. I am now going to school slowly but surely to become an RN. For him. :]

So this January I will get a tattoo in honor of him.

“As real as it seems you’re only in my dreams”<- I think.

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toothbrush :]